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Purple Reflectionby ~Gravianime65

Community Projects / Awareness / 2010 / Spirit Day

For October 20th, 2010= Purple Spirit Day~

I was one of many young teenagers who was bullied mentally by the popular kids at school for her reticence and timidness. I was taken advantage by them because of my friendly nature. Because of this, I began to see how stupid I was to fall for their shenanigans and there, I viewed the world in a different way. I closed my mind shut, locked it, and stored it in my heart, and made sure no one would find my true nature again. I began to avoid the reality and became obsessed with suicidal thoughts.I became estranged to others who just thought, 'I'm this weird cold bitch.'But still, even after all this, in the end, I was able to find someone who could unlock my true nature, which made me cried. Cried with realization, Wept with joy. I realize that I'm here on earth not to be alone, but to be with few who understand me.My thoughts about suicide is now over but now, I think about smiling everyday, because I know I have great friends who I will care and love forever. My goal in life now is to find those who are trapped or lost in their own minds, and rescue them with every strength I have. I know this is just some wishful thinking, but I know God knows my will...

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~Lol-Hi-I-Moved Oct 21, 2010 Hobbyist General Artist

I like it. ^^

*sigh~* I'm always picked on...but I stand up now. I will not let others be hurt, or commit suicide for this. If we all stand together- no one will be left out. Screw the adults right now- they do jack. They don't help us most of the time. So, we must depend on our courage.

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~Gravianime65 Oct 22, 2010 Student Digital Artist

I know what you mean. You are all you have. You can only gather urself and all it needs is time. It's an awesome boost when u have friends who'll cheer u up but it's quite rare to find friends close to u in today's world. I think adults (my parents) didn't realize or understand my problems is cuz I never tell'em and get'em upset.. Plus they wouldn't know how today's teens are different from those that they once had been....

i'm in a very huggy mode today ^^

~Lol-Hi-I-Moved Oct 22, 2010 Hobbyist General Artist

*Creppzuzette Oct 21, 2010

I've never even heard of a Spirit day O_o
Not that I really mind though, I've been bullied for 15 years of my life. And purple is my favorite color xD

~Gravianime65 Oct 21, 2010 Student Digital Artist

They just created this type of day because of recent teenage suicides because of their sexual orientation, race etc. But yeah, if it weren't for some friends in real life and DA, I'd be dying of overdose with drugs. But i'm grateful I never did.

*Creppzuzette Oct 21, 2010

Yeah, apparently that is the case...
Aww D: I'm glad you have good friends to keep you away from self-harm.

~Gravianime65 Oct 21, 2010 Student Digital Artist

including u, hon!

*Creppzuzette Oct 21, 2010

^w^ aww...

~Gravianime65 Oct 22, 2010 Student Digital Artist

!rubensum Oct 21, 2010

;^; I only heard about the purple thing when it was over! </3
I am glad you are feeling more confident in yourself! spread that goodwill around!

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